Eden Hazard says he is torn between signing a new contract at Chelsea and a move to Real Madrid.
The Belgium international insists he is ready to discuss extending his deal with Chelsea owner Roman Abramovich.
However, he says he still has the ambition to pursue his dream of playing for the Spanish giants.
Hazard will enter the final year of his current contract at the end of this season, but insists he does not want to go down the same route as Thibaut Courtois, who fell out with Chelsea as he pushed through a move to Real Madrid this summer.
"I don't want that. I want what's good for me, but I want what's good for the club because the club has given me everything.
"I don't want to say: 'Yes, I am signing a new contract' and then in the end I don't end up signing. So I will see.
"Sometimes in my head, I wake up in the morning and think I want to go.
"I am really in the game, I am playing good football at the moment. Real Madrid is the best club in the world. I don't want to lie today."